X-mas.
26 Dec
26 Dec
23 Dec
Long time no see i guess. Been really busy with other stuff. C came and went. Had a really great time and saw places in San Francisco i never though i would do. I guess ill do one of theese lists again…
I probably forgot alot of stuff but i guess thats it, yeah i slammed pretty hardcore with skateboard too.
Tomorrow my friend Stephanie is comming and we are gonna celerbrate x-mas together. I actually really didnt give a fuck about x-mas this year. And this has easily been the best december ive had in a long time. No stress for presents, no panic that you only have 10$ on your account so you cant buy em got damn presents. No running around and no panic. I may be a hater and a Grinch but i just think Christmas doesnt say anything to me anymore. I really dont feel any really mood. Dont matter how many times i hear “Im dreaming of a white…” or see santas walking around and ho-ho:ing. The only thing that makes me feel for christmas is i guess all the homeless people walking around begging for money and greeting happy holidays. I dont wanna glorify myself now because i barely ever give away anything to them but today when i was going to bed it really poured rain outside and i looked outside the window.
Down there was a homeless dude trying to get shelter under a supersmall roof digging in a trashbin probably looking for crack or old food, who knows? This 24th of December i will probably have a really green and mellow christmas with my friend S and just chill. Order some good food, drink some good drinks, go out and just take it really really easy. And remember, im not hating on people celerbrating x-mas. Im just so fucking tired of it myself and to have a oppurtunity to skip it and just have a really mellow December month is just so nice. If i was home in gothemburg i have family i should have been with and i would have to be a part of the mood in some way, now i basically have nothing so i dont need to be nice or give some fake smile to anyone, haha. Ah, i always get like this around this time of the year. Time to stop typing now and time to start to sleep. By the way we won a FWA for the tracy site, hella hella stoked.
Oh yeah, if you guys would like to see my photos, just look at my flickr that is linked here!